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Atheist Challenge: Day I
At what point did you know you were an atheist? Why did you become one, what were the factors leading up to the decision, if you weren’t always one?
I personally don’t believe I was ever anything other than an atheist, though I did try to consider myself otherwise.
I guess I was around 12-15 when I noticed all the inconsistencies and incompatibilities between religion and the nature of mankind. I started thinking about all of the logical fallacies set forth by the church and bible.
My single mother thankfully never forced me to go to church like the rest of my family. Of course, there were those times around the holidays that she wanted me to be around the family in church… and boy were those times fun. It was that young age that I discovered how boring, sterile and downright awkward churches were in comparison to everyday life for people. It just wasn’t… normal and acceptable human behavior to me.
As stated above, I didn’t always consider myself an atheist. I called myself a “Christian” because it was a term I didn’t hear all too often. Most of my family just referred to themselves as Catholics. I once told my mom I was a Christian and she said “No, you’re a Catholic.” to which I replied “No, I’m a Christian. I like that word more.” Heh, I guess you could call that one of my earliest memories of rebellion… and all for the sole reason of phonetics! I had no idea what all that nonsense was about and I’m very fortunate to not have had it pounded into my head to begin with.
One memory I’m fond of came from when my mother was picking me up from the daycare I was at a long time ago. It took me five minutes of thinking about it in the car, after which my thoughts spoke aloud to her: “You know, the devil deserves respect too.” Pausing abruptly, she replied “and why is that?” I said “Because he’s a god too… and everyone’s always picking on him.” The car was quiet all the way back home.
